@ Jeff...Your speech realy Touched my heart.
@ The rest.. I did read it all and you all have you're own opinions and I can't say I dont argee with it, but i am a bit late with the reaction (cause of my vacation) so im not going to tear up old wounds...
Shame that Rose is leaving before I even got to know her very well.
Im (for my feeling) fresh so I dont realy feel at ease to talk about subjects that I dont know anything about, that is just the way I am.
I never feel fast at ease anywhere.
My point is that when you guys talk about friends and family I always get the feeling i'm not yet worthy to discuss that with you guys yet, the fault is with ME not with YOU remember that, im not blaming ANYBODY.
Im a bit what the psychologist will say a broken someone so I can be a bit weird sometimes.
Every man/woman has wounds on the inside and outside I know that, and i'm not trying to make you guys feel sorry for me but im trying to explain how I see/feel about things sometimes.
And do know, I sometimes hate myself for it but you know...That's life so dont sob in feelings and try in time to move on.
I do find Aeons a guild full of nice people that are willing to help and talk so far I have seen, True that there aren't much people online but I live in a different time zone then America so I dont find that very odd.
It's always in the late hours (for me) that the guild comes alive, and its always that time that it is very active and good atmosphere.
And when the proud people of Aeons are getting used to the newer players they can become good friends in time, and that's the part what we are forgetting, that you can't become friends or do wounds heal over night, so give it some time.
So I dont worry and try to learn people's names and customs first, before I worry, cause if I compair it to any other guild, Aeons has my personal nr. one spot.
I have spoken with my heart and not a word was a lie, I know that the Leaders/Jr. are doing all they can and I can only think their doing a great job.
Im greatfull for all the efford you all put in this guild so I salute you.
And when people see that i'm in Aeons they will always say that it is a great guild and ask if they can join to, so I find that fysical evidence of a great guild.
And if we work hard we can make it mabye little more a family instead of a guild.
I hope I didn't anoy anybody with my speech about this and that, it is just the way I feel, dont hate me for that.